Still, as that year went on, I had trouble trusting that things were really getting better.
Is that what you wanted? That I be gone for good, rather than just mad for a little while?
It wasn't my job to save anyone, anyway. Especially since I hadn't even been able to save myself.
It seemed safer to hold it in, where the only one who could judge was me.
About Sarah Dessen
Sarah Dessen (born June 6, 1970) is an American novelist known for her contributions to young adult fiction. Her first book, That Summer, was published in 1996, and has since published more than a dozen other novels and novellas. In 2017, Dessen won the Margaret Edwards Award for some of her work, and two of her books were adapted into the 2003 film How to Deal.