Some scared, insecure part of me had known we wouldn't make it…so I'd savored him.
I wanted to forgive him for everything, but I couldn't. I didn't trust him.
I could tell him anything. I could be anything with him. I could be everything with him.
I won't ever leave you, even though you're always leaving me.
—Audrey Niffenegger in The Time Traveler’s Wife
Art is the only way to run away without leaving home.